Chapter 697 My Sis-cest/Taboo:>>56

• Carys Kershaw:
• Watching my Mikey leave was like filling my heart with sharp, heavy rocks; my entire life he'd been my one constant, the one thing I knew would always be there for me. I knew he had to go, I knew this was his chance to make something of himself, the chance he wanted more than anything else in the world, but it didn't matter one whit to my heart. No matter how many times I told myself it was what he was supposed to do, no matter how hard I rationalised his need to do this, as I lay in my bed in the dead of night, in the core of my heart, deep down where my real feelings lived, I knew it was a lie and I was only fooling myself. Mikey was the most important thing in my life, he always had been since Day One, a piece of my heart I didn't dare share with mum and dad, a part of me that I didn't even vaguely understand at all, but that didn't matter, because it still broke in a million pieces as he drove away and left me alone. Watching him drive away I finally, truly understood what it was to be lost and heartbroken.
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